Devil and I had breakfast together. I know he is extremely scathing about the committee when he is with Mouse, or so Mouse says. They have been good mates for years, and I assume he feels he can let rip.When I last spoke to Mouse she said he didn’t think he made any mistakes at all. But when I listened to Devil, his point of view didn’t seem particularly skewed, it all made perfect sense to me.
Right away he made it clear he wasn’t unhappy he lost this particularly ungrateful job. Nobody appreciated his efforts and the committee were the worst. To be honest, they had no clue what they wanted, nor did they know what is involved in a spokesperson’s job, but they expected miracles from him. Their motto basically is, we say jump and you jump, to hell with the implications. And while one member of the committee said jump to the right, the other said jump to the left, so he ended up standing in the middle of the road. Just look back at the last year. One day they wanted a zazzle shop, the next day they wanted to sell books, then they wanted a facebook page, a week later they thought workshops would be all the rave… and each time they expected him to put his full heart into the campaign while he knew very well that next week at least one of them would change their mind. He tried to tell them they should focus, it’s no good trying everything, but they didn’t want to listen to his expertise and it got really, really tiresome in the end. He got so sick of the uphill battle. Good luck to Magician. But of course, he will be the hero for a while as new brooms always sweep clean.
“So why are you so down then? You should be skipping and dancing. It sounds like it was a job from hell anyway.” I asked.
“I am simply grieving for the engery I spent” he said. “You know I am not the youngest anymore. In fact I am the oldest of the Dedes. It gets more and more difficult to re-invent yourself, but that is what I have to do!”
Good on you, Devil!
Sounds like Devil did his best and could now use a vacation. With some positions you just get to the point where you realize despite the merits of the job…it’s still burning you out. Hopefully, as Devil recoups his energy new possibilities will present themselves.
Devil had a great weekend and he is starting to busy himself again. Time is such a great healer, isn’t it.
I think most of us can empathise with the Devil. Sounds like some of my old jobs! Has he though about what he might do in the future? Oh well one day at a time, burnout is an unpredictable beast. Lots of early nights and self care for the devil for now. Im sure there is something more suitable for him out there.
He is a bit scared of the other Dedes at the moment, as he feels like a looser. But when he pots around by himself he seems to get his spirits back, slowly but surely.
‘We are Dede, we are mighty”.